WeLcoMe t0 mY wOrLd

GRAD NIGH 2008

2008-10-16T15:43:00.017+08:00

Thanks for the memories FELLAS!
You are the best class ever.
Gonna miss you!
Don't worry i'll find a way to stay in touch with every single one of you.
The best thing is we never gave up on anything.
Even though we hated Mr Sia at first.
Now look we even toss him aroun like a prawn.
You've the best!
From a nuaghty bugs in MDM Chan's class to a goodie to shoes in Mr Sia's class.
From people who didn't care about anything except trouble to people you creates trouble. {JOKE}
Look at all our faces?!
No one actually cried. almost [sha and jia hui] crazy donkey and kway!
I LOVE YOU ALL except KANG REN!
4E3 will stay on forever as friends!
NO goodbyes.

PS.

If you want more pics please come ge it from me.

Thanks. All the best for 'O'-Level!

change

2008-02-07T12:23:00.000+08:00

DEAD END

I've change to LJ.

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!

this blog is closed.!!!!

maddanehysteria.livejournal.com

2008-01-25T19:51:00.000+08:00

Josh's place not!
hahahha. i'm bored

2007-12-24T17:35:00.000+08:00

2007-12-19T09:05:00.000+08:00

I've already decided.
No one will chance my mind.
I have better plans for myself. and i'm taking the risk of not getting a full grant scholarship and stop schooling.
Seriouscly, I WILL HAVE THAT SCHOLARSHP NO MATTER WHAT.
I'm sorry if its like only 4 years since i get to know everyone of you.
But i've made up my mind.
my whole family's suppports me for my decison.
Seriously, why are all of you making me go off so soon??
HUH? you don't lke me is it?
Shoooooo me at the moment i said i was going.
I feel emo right now.
hahaha. i'm EMO!!!! hahaha.
Gosh! its like a year more!
oh come on! don't get it started.
Hey i'm still gonna be staying for a while more.
WHY DON'T WE JUST TAKE OUR TIME TOGETHERE??

No matter where i go

I'll bring there

I'll never forget your face

Its carved in me

I hope you'll remember me

I'll remember the moments we spend together

memories for ALL OF YOU

makes my heart leap with joy

I'll bring you everywhere i go

Cause you made me understand

What FRIENDSHIP means.

2007-12-13T09:12:00.000+08:00

Ok. i receive the greatest news but i think i won't be JUST staying there for a holiday.
I think i'll be staying in America for the rest of my life after 'o'-s.
Good news is that yeah i won't be in sg anymore
bad news i'm gonna miss you all!! :{
Good news i can sudy college there
bad news i need to score scholarship
Good news its fun there
bad news its too big
Good news i can drive there
bad news mom won't allow me to take here car!!
Good news i love it there
bad news my friends are here
Good news i'll visit every year
bad news THAT's a year!!

Seriously this is the first time i ever comtemplated on going back.
I want my mommy.
I know you all will miss my crap!
hahaha.
But I still got a year here so yah.
let's enjoy it shall we??

2007-12-12T10:03:00.000+08:00

Whats the most freaking awesome news you've receive since you got here GRACE?
A: Freaking awesome news i receive is today! My Aunt for CA said "Grace, can you come back here staightly after your 'O'-level?" My freaking answer is "ABSOLUTELY!!!"

Nyahahah. I'm going to stay there for 4 freaking months and working! YEAH man. Lets party! hahaha. NO PROM NO SCHOOL NO NOTHING.

2007-12-12T09:26:00.000+08:00

Nyahahahaha.
Ok. i feeling bugged! nyahahha

Saturday:
Went to republic poly for some IMPORATANT things
Then met Debra at city hall platform
Going escape with DG.
Me and Debra wne tto but food at whitesand
damn the place is crowded. i feel paranoid.
waited for Shana to come.
and met Ben and Joshua along the way.
Brandan, Daryl, Ivan and Casper we somewhere else and got a scolding from Debra.
Then went our way to our destination.
In the bus they don't even know where they're going.
So ridiculous. Adeline came 30 mins later.
The rides were boring i only like the INVERTER.
nyahahaha. but i puked! hahaha.

Sunday:
I was late!
the end

I dob't feel like blogging in detail.
you all know me
the lazy bum.

2007-12-03T09:45:00.000+08:00

Camp was FREAKING awesome
But for the fact that i was having cold in camp.
Kinda sucks to have it.
When Serene and Candice a day later it was more fun.
BLAME SENERE for all the madness i've caused. hahaha.
Its her fault. not my. she let me do it.
hahaha. I just don't wanna be blame so i point all the blame to her.
Debra and Adeline was serving so only 4 girls left.
"Jrockz gather" Serene keep on screaming.
She's the only left from JROCKZ.
I'm lazy to go through all the details. But its damn fun!!

Who wants to hear MORON jokes?
Come and find me.
I'll bring you to the moron.
hahaha. Nick, Asapeh (is it correct spelling), Shana, Me, Serene and Edmund keep on laughing at the moron. She's So idiotic lah! Dumb jokes reflect on her. hahaha.
So much fun. hahaha.

I'll blog the whole story soon.

2007-11-26T09:23:00.000+08:00

I'm so bored at home.
I'm grounded AGAIN! 2 times in a row! shite!!
Anyway there's camp tomorrow until saturday so no one can can sms me.
I love CAMPS. bwahhahahaha
OH i learn something new!!
I learn that I HATE DRESSES and GOWNS!
Next year! I'm so not attending PROM! hahaha.
Convince me to go if you can!
IF ahem ahem will go with me then i'll go!
you know who's ahem ahem? oh its -whispers- ahem ahem
hahaha. i think some knows but nevermind you'll find out soon
and for SIMIN and THERESA ahem ahem is not TEDDY. you Si mao always start rumours about me. hmmmph.
i'll tell SHA who's ahem ahem NEXT YEAR. hahaha.
I baked 5 dozens of cookies and one person just gobbled it all up in 30 mins!
COOKIEMONSTER steals cookies from ELMO
Sha keeps on changing her blog skin for no reason. hahaha.
I'm so inrested with it. I don't even want to change my blogskin.
Crazy. She changed like 3 times in 2 weeks???!!! How can?
hahaha. JAMMING? i'm lazy does THERESA goes. No because i don't go! hahahaa. lame shit!
I can't wait for tomorrow. :D

2007-11-21T09:59:00.000+08:00

heap heap. i feel so dead right now.
Lifeless. Seriously. i am.
Suppose to going jamming today but apparently my laziness struck me again
too bad. SIMAO sorry. hahahaha. I still love you though!^_^
Sem's suppose to go with me. but i don't know where the hell is he.
weird people do weird things.
OH i got my phone back.
Wait i'm suppose to be in school for choir.
nah. i'll stay at home and rot myself in my room.
Junz thinks that WILLIAM BECKETT is a girl oh man i'm going to kill you for that.
Sunday, Brendan (my so-called boyfriend) damn dumb.
He doesn't even know my number?! WTH. hahaha.
5 people followed him to invite new comers to church.
He can't talk. he stammered in his own words.
hahaha. Zse WAS EMO the whole day. i don't know whats wrong with him.
but thats just the day of sunday.
TUESDAY's another camp. awesome! I can't wait to get out of the house. If you know what i mean.

Brendan=my boyfriend

X and X=my husband

teddy=my bear

william H=my lover

and the list goes on.

2007-11-16T10:51:00.000+08:00

There are things that's meant to be said

There are things meant to be kept

Even though i know you're there

You seem miles away

There are secrets that meant to be told

There are lies meant to be unspoken

Facts are real but what's beneathe

Truth that sets us free but grabs a hold of me

I tried to give in but its hard to say

I tried to move on but i'm numb all over

Unspoken truth will remain untold

Just getting a hang of making my life more misserable that it is now.

Thte funny thing is. i'm still smiling even though i'm so down!

Forget it. I'm GRACE the Crazy CHIPmunk

I'm missing my class!! Hahaha.

2007-11-15T09:02:00.000+08:00

Ok i'll ask you all this. What's the most fucked up thing that ever happenedto you your entire life? I have my answer it goes like "MY ENTIRE DUMBO!"

Serious this is when i really feel fucked up everytime i get into this situation.

I feel like giving up but NO! People'll miss you terribly! OMG

I feel like killing myself but NO! You'll go to hell.

So what to do but just sit down and wait for lighting to struck me cool huh?

I know its awesome. The greatest idea i ever had!

hahaha. I feel like crap!! hahaha.

I'm so high is glucose. hahaha.

I'm crazy for all you know i am right? right?

hephep.! There should be a leadership camp for y2y but how come no more.

Ask the fucking teachers to deal with it.

I'm a cavewoman! no PHONE!! hahaha. cool.

I'll join Sha for being a cavewoman!

But she's in china. Climbing the great wall of china.

For all i know she's feeling cold! hahaha.

when out last night!

OMG the most funny thing ever.

A person smoking outside raffles asked that to his friend

"How on earth do you use an AUTOMATIC door?"

I was laughing damn hard that i cried

He's like "Did i say that very loud?"

Then when down to be and jerry's

hahaha. damn funny.

I don't know what i'm talking about so bear with me.

I'm crazy today! hahaha.

SIMAO I finally updated my blog!

Oh here are so pictures of my HUSBAND Willam Beckett

2007-11-13T12:05:00.000+08:00

I'm finally updating

I have totally nothing in mind to update.
oh i missed all the jamming session. even THERESA.
She doen't want to go I also don't want to go already!
Sorry SI MAO. Stephen is blaming me for not dragging Mother along. hahaha

THE END

Infliction

2007-10-16T08:38:00.000+08:00

Here Si Mao I' updating. Its Crap. Total crap.
Wait.

WHEN IS THE LAST DAY OF SCHOOL? Some say its 19 some its 26? whats the real date here? I wanna know. I have self-inflicted CRAZE since my mother gave birth to me.

Imaging SHA laughing because she's thinking that i talked and joked when i came out from my mama! hahaha.

This song "Fist Wrapped In Blood" by Silverstein Is singing in my head since last week.

Why oh Why? Does everyone target me during a bash! oh why oh why.?
Today going to meeting Jolene, Sha , Mother(Theresa) and Si Min at one.
Bahahah. I think 'll be the one left out. hahaha Its okay. I'll go crazy later BUT not on DBSK.
Last night was a total bumped! Hahaa. Someone apparently pushed e over the nice pool of cold water to get revenge since last year. THAT WAS LAST YEAR. omg. terrible.
I tried to pull myself out. and THEY pushed me again. WHITE plus WATER equals to TRANSPARENT. Exposed! Its censored actually. Anyway.

I still love you like they way i do

I just hope i'll be fine

2007-10-03T15:28:00.000+08:00

I RATHER BE DEAD. SERIOUSLY!!

Whoooopiiiiiieeeeeeeeee.!!!

I'm finally updating. GOSH this fonts ARE BIGGGIEE

Skate you life away through everything go!

I'll do it. I'll do it!

2007-10-02T11:01:00.000+08:00

I'm a total sadist!
I kill a roach! burn it in hell.
hahaha.

postie postie.
ILY<3>
I caught your eye and you looked at me.

friday

2007-09-24T14:47:00.000+08:00

I love last night.
Met William at Taka!
Gosh he was like "You're LATE. AGAIN!!"
then we when to eat. Dang i was hungry after running.
to catch up with him. hahaha.
He ate alot. i mean loads of it.
Bought donuts 2 dozens for me and 2 dozens for him
When to Jason's place then there's no donuts for me :[
I bought it no one even bothered to leave something for me??!!
Wth. i just made orange juice. Gail poured water on me. its so cold dang that girl.
She run off. i felt cold okay.!!!
William stuffed all 3 donuts in his mouth. we were like staring at him with our months opened.
Then went somewhere to skate. seriosuly this GAY was checking William out.!! hahaha
GAY Lover i must say.
Then this GAY went over then

Gay:"Hi, i think you're hot"

William: "I know that but not available"

Gay:"oh i thought we could make out"

William: "hell no you f gay stay away from me"

I was laughing as hell.

Then teased him for the rest of the night.

When home. Slept over at someone's place.

CAUGHT in the rain this morning soaked to skin!

Then 4th level. Stupid homeroom system!

Sha and Theresa started teasing me about teddy

Then Nurul, Nas and everyone else joined in.

Its freaking arrgh. you know. then i just made it so real.

Then Nurul read a msg "Oh cupcake you saved my life. I love you!"

She thought i saend it to teddy.

But hell no.! hahahhahaa.

And why should i say i love you to teddy?

He's not my bf he's my twin BROTHER!!

ASSHOLES!!

Quiz

2007-09-23T12:19:00.000+08:00

TODAY. i feel good :} SHACKS.
I hate quizzes
A quiz from Sha's BLOG.
DANG i hate you. :}

Answer the following questions:
1. The person who tag you is?
-SHA
2. Your relationship with him/her is? -
Friends
3. Your 5 impressions of him/her?
-Cavewoman, desperate for DBSK (real one), blur, great friend and always laughs at me
4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you?
-teasing me with TEDDY BEARS
5. The most memorable words he/she had said to you?
-"YOU'RE SO CUTE" she said
6. If he/she becomes your lover, you will?
-I'll run away [HOMOPHOBIC]
7. If he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be?
-STOP BEING A SOTONG
8. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will?
-she'll beat me up with a rock
9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be?
-i stole her bananas
10. The most desire thing you want to do for him/her now is?
-for her to be more improve in the technology world
11.Your overall impression of him/her is? -cavewoman
12.How you think people around you will feel about you?
-they think i'm crazy
13.The character you love of yourself are?
-being so funny and cheering people up:}
14.On the contrary, the characters you hate of yourself are?
-i don't like when i'm angry
15.The most ideal person you want to be is?
-GRACE
16.Pass this quiz to 10 persons.
1CUPCAKE
2Debra
3Candice
4Rachel my darling
5JAKE!!! hahaha
6Shahirah
7Theresa
8Lance
9ANdy
10Jian EE

17.Who is no.6 having relationship with?
-WTH
18.Is no.9 a male or female?
-Male
19.If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
-hahaha. NO COMMENTS.
20. How about no.8 and 5?
too bad JAKE
21.What is no.2 studying about?
-i totally no idea
22.When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?
-a minunte ago
23.What kind of music band does no.8 like?
-japanese animated theme
24.Does no.1 has any siblings?
-YES
25.Will you woo no.3?
-dang this quiz. NO!! DUH!
26.Is no.4 single?
-no, she's my wife
27.What's the surname of no.5?
-MARQUEZ-SMITH
28.What's the hobby of no.4?
-Flirting with me
29.Do no.5 and 9 get along well?
-THEY don't even know each other
30.Where is no.2 studying at?
-St. Theresa's Convent
31.Talk something casually about no.1?
-CRAP. She's the greates sotong ever.
32.Have you try developing feelings for no.8?
-NO!! I'm taken!!
33.Where does no.9 live at?
-at HIS LOVELY HOME SWEET HOME
34.What color does no.4 like?
-PINK
35.Are no.5 and 1 best friends?
-NO!! THEY are TOGETHER. ofcourse they are bestfriends.
36.Does no.7 likes no.2?
-THEY DON"T KNOW EACH OTHER
37.How do you get to know no.2?
-I slept with her. DARE!!
38.Does no.1 have any pets?
-yes. GROSS. she have 3 cats!!
39.Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?
-YOU BET!! SHe is!! hahaha

So long

2007-09-21T15:59:00.000+08:00

Its been ages since i post an entry.
hahaha.WED: Nurul's phone died!! and she striped me nake in the middle of the parade square for mocking her. iwas dancing because her phone bounced 5 times and it didn't work. but then it was okay. dang.

i'm going out tonight to meet my beloved BF. hahha like real.
THERESA and SHAHIRAH and including you SI MIN. Stop thinking about teddy bears okay. I have loads of it.

Omg lately, i feel everything irritates me.
because. i'm tired.
I didn't get any sleep last night. :}
AND I LOST 7 kg in total including today. For eating alot.
What the hell is wrong with me.?? hahaha.
I'm hungry.
Nevermind i shall try gaining weight.

SPASTIC

2007-09-04T12:59:00.000+08:00

I feel SPASTIC. My eyes have been like this o.0 since friday night. feel like poking it but NOOOOO. Doc said "Don't touch it" then i go like in my head "it my bloody eyes, see its so red because i'm angry at you".
DAng i feel like a retard trying to get my vision clear. apparently i'm SUPPOSE to be in school for my CCA. Unfortunately i'm jumping for joy not to see MS TEO but devasted not to see SHA :[ hhahahaa. I miss the cavewoman. i'll visit her in her cave some other time. I'm also SUPPOSE to STUDY too bad i'm not in the mood to study NOW. I'm killing myself.

Someone asked me this stupid questions recently not really stupid but kinda dumb:
-Why des a person lie if she can't have a proof thats its true?
-Why does she wants to hurt me when i'm trying to get closer to her?
-Why is everything wrong at this point of time?
-Why did i even fell for her?
-Why does she have to lie about everything about her?

FYI: It's a guy asking me those okay? not a les!! please. Like what Si Min said "we are homophobic" hahahaha. Lame shit.

Current NEWS:
I'm going to be grounded until FINAL YEAR EXAMS are over. Oh my, this is the first time i'm looking forward for exams. hahahaha.

truth sets your heart free

Lies makes your life in misery

Try to move on

for i'll follow

Tanglin Idol

2007-08-31T15:12:00.000+08:00

Finally, I here to update this rotten blog.
Today was tanglin Idol finals.
RAPPER won for individual and Soul alive won for band.
awwww. My band was like "Oh man"
The Rapper won and everyone was like "whoa is he rapping again?"
And Mr Lee asked he to go down the stage. Its embrassing but serious WHY ON EARTH DID HE WIN??!!
Is he trying to be funny or just stupid? I think its both.
Then everyone was like "Why Flight Sorrow didn't win?"
I was like "Judges doesn't like our band"
hahhaa. but half true i'm really not sure.
Performing for teachers sucks!! Honestly. Then Ms. Sulastri was like. "GO STEPHEN!! GO TED!!" Then i bet they were like thinking "Shut the F up"
Its embrassing honestly. but i'm irritated when someone ask something annoying fat ass.
Then Debra was LATE. hahha. funny. with Valerie.
Everyone seems to vote for us but in the end JUDGES didn't want us. WTH.
Nevermind still have next year. hahaha best comment was "ITS GREAT TO SEE GIRLS PLAY THE GUITAR FOR A CHANGE." Dang. me and Theresa was like smiling away. we wanted to go off the stage but they were talking very long and the guitar is heavy. i mean heavy.
then one comment goes "DON'T GO METAL ON STAGE" Because Ted almost went metal. and we were like "lets get out of here" then 2cm played we espected them to win but too bad. hahaha. We almost didn't win so no hard feelings. :]
anyway, i dead tired i just want to sleep for the rest of the day.
i know its PIG sytle of sleeping. hahaha.

I don't like my results! :[

You were there guiding me through this path

Hold on tight and never let go

I'll catch up when i'm left behind

But you held on and pulled me up

the memories

2007-08-20T15:22:00.000+08:00

Give me something to Live for.?!

The world is cruel

we have to be strong

Hold my hand

'till this journey ends

Its cold inside

Would you be there?

Its cold inside

Are you there?

Give me something to live for

I living all for you

i living all for you

standing tall and high

reaching for the stars

making you're alright

Its cold inside

left alone in the winter

left alone in darkness

Its cold inside

Hold my hand

We'll make it through

Its cold inside

MY smoke!!!

2007-08-02T19:28:00.000+08:00

I'm wondering why do i always have to be the one suffering when you can just solve everything yourself. Hello. CA2 is coming!! wth is up with you asking me to this kind of stuff. Okay. i'll do it in one condition!! hahahaha. don't take my phone ever again.!!

I have a WORD for my day. I LOVE THE BRAND.

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dead sleep

2007-07-26T15:14:00.000+08:00

I woke up from my dead sleep and i don't like my dreams. actually its nightmares! hahahaha. I'm still smiling. I love myself. I miss my BROTHERS. real one! not anyhow. Nas have ALOT of brothers! hahaha. :]

DEBRA!

2007-07-24T16:59:00.000+08:00

Debra! The ICE CREAM HEADED GOLDFISH!! hahaha

new post

2007-07-20T19:42:00.000+08:00

hahaha. sorry for the previous post. its crazy!! hahaha sorry. I going to post a new one tonight. hahaha. don't worry it made me crazy too. tomorrow going out for shopping. hahaha. 3 people are going to buy me stuffs. its so awesome because i don't have to spend a single cent with them aroung buying me all i want. hahaha. Isn't it cool?? hahha. my mom is super funny.!! this is why.

Mommy: I know what you want for your birthday

Me: you know?? wow?? what is it??

Mommy: a new anti-rabbis cover mouth for the dog

Me: we don't have a dog!

Mommy: but its going to be useful for you

Me: for me?? how??

Mommy: to stop you from talk all day long

Me: how rude mother!!

Mommy: well, its true my daughter

Me: its true but how is it going to fit my mouth??

Mommy: then tie it!! duh!!

Me: wow my mother knows my expression very well

Mother: well, i gave birth to you!

Me: i know that! how can dad give birth to me?? through his airhole?

Mommy: be a lady!!

Me: I'm a girl.

Mommy: finish your dinner!

Me: done!

Mommy: dishes?

Me: you!!

Mommy: okay, place in the sink!

Me: thanks mom. I love you!

Mommy: you only say i love you when you get away with the dishes!

Me: how smart can my mother be!

Mommy: I know since you were born!

Me: of course! you gave birth to me!!

Mommy:drink your medicines?!

Me: drinking!

Mommy: Call your dad??

Me: for??

Mommy: ask how is he??

Me: hell no!!

Mommy: okay

Me: i'm going to my room

Mommy: i'm going off tomorrow

Me: so soon??

Mommy: its been a week

Me: -sigh- okay i love you mommy

Mommy: i know you do

Me: okay.

Then i went to my room. she's just here for a week. time flies! sigh!! i'm gonna miss my mother! sigh!

Anyway back to the topic! SHOPPING!! hahaha. love it!! Oh signed up for TANGLIN I-DOTS!! hahaha. see you guys!

Music

2007-07-13T20:45:00.000+08:00

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nusic videos

2007-07-04T15:39:00.000+08:00

I dare you to move by Switchfoot

Cat and mouse by The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus

Maybe by Secondhand Serenade

It's not over by Secondhand Serenade

you wanna

2007-07-02T15:35:00.000+08:00

SHA i have bad news!
I don't like DBSK!

My BF, Spiderman, is missing in action since three days ago.
And i'm totally having headache!

You wanna how i feel is it?
I'll tell you how i feel.
I feel that i'm the most used up person currently.

Ok. I feel that you are such an asshole. I don't care whether you're the hottest guy in the group but your attitude sucks to the core.! Oh Please stop bugging me.!! Even you the last man standing on earth i won't have any relationship with you.! I'm not even planning to get into a relationship at this period of agony! Especially exams are coming! Hello. who the hell on earth wants to be my boyfriend! you idiot! no one! asshole! scumbag! I'm NOT PLANNING TO GET MARRIED IN THE NEAR FUTURE?!!Do you understand!?

And For YOU. stay away from me before i really blow up on everyone!? get it?!

sht

2007-06-29T14:54:00.000+08:00

Just came back. Don't ask where i went so yah. Hush.

i need to rest now.
Lame.

IF anyone want to you what i want for my birthday. well, here it is. A WHITE ROSE from [fill in the blanks].

no one

2007-06-27T17:02:00.000+08:00

Last year i held on to YOU
Last week i held on to something
Yesterday i held on to someone.
Today i loss my grip and fell down so hard.
I don't know. YOU broke YOUR promise
I believed you. But what happened?
Broke your promise and crash everything on my face!!!

Life is full of challenge and i can't pass this one. Life is full of surprise and i got a big surprise. I fell on my knees and you never picked me up. I stood alone look up at the dark sky with stars wishing you'll stand beside me someday. I wish when i open my eyes i'll see your face waiting for me to greet you "GOOD MORNING". At night i wish you'll say "GOOD NIGHT". I just wish. Maybe now it will never happen. I hope you'll call everytime i hear my phone rings. I hope i didn't do the step that made you say "GOODBYE" for the last time.

Jake's here

2007-06-25T16:19:00.000+08:00

Jake is here to blog

Finally I have your password

Don't bother asking how did i get it you taught me how to

Its 20 minutes after midnight here

It's boring here i here to do all the paper works

Why did i went back?

I don't know, maybe you know

I've never heard from you since sat?

What happened?

you're going to kill me by entering your blog without permission

oh right as if ou get angry, you don't but its horrible when you do

hope you'll alright

I won't be coming back alright?

Going to stay here for sometime and maybe visit Kate

Chill alright?

I know you'll be okay

A promise is a promise

I swore and i won't break it

Take care of yourself

My dear cuz

i won't call you dear

I know you're alergic to it

BYE

Hope to hear form you soon

Funny

2007-06-22T10:00:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MS TAN ZHI HUI

Lemme blog about last night. Damn funny.

Went out at 5:45 to meet Miles at Clementi. He was taking a millions years to reach Clementi. WTH. Then he arrived he was like "Sorry to keep you waiting i was catch up with a mouse" I was like mouse? Interesting. I was thinking what id he did with it. My mind is sadistic so yeah thinking blood at that time. We waited for 106, he kept on singing a song i don't know what song then he'll go "why am i singing?" I'll say "how would i know you ask i ask who?" Inside the bus was gross a guy sneezed on his neap ewww. I was laughing my ass out. His facial expression was undescribable. hahaha but you'll laugh when you see it. hahaha. Then we went Paragon to meet Gaillie, she was taking years to arrive too. When she was with us ate SUSHI TEI. I'm not gonna eat Japanese food for another 6 months. Gaillie was teasing me about the stupid flu thingy. She's a mean girl. LOL. Went for some shopping. Went home at around 10 reached the house at 10:30. Miles and Gaillie slept over.LOL. Oh inside the bus on the way home there was this woman having a BIG HUGE ASS i mean Huge her butt was touching my butt lah its gross. She'll lean backward and i'll lend forward to AVOID her ass touching my ass. Then tis Uncle was looking at HER ass. Wahlau. Then Miles was laughing his ass out and when i look at him he'll say "Having a great time?" Gaillie SHUT UP. I shall not continue with the bus ride. hahaha.

Going for the class party later at 4. wow. hahaha

nothing to say

2007-06-19T12:50:00.000+08:00

Oh i DARE you to move like that day NEVER happened.

I don't know what to blog about. Miles is still my baby sitter. hahaha. Unbelievable i have a baby sitter. Quinteen is evil i tell you evil. hahaha. Having some hyper attack mode and jumping around like a crazy lunatic asking someone to join him in the fun. I finished 5 boxes of tissue paper yesterday last night 3 now 2 and one box with me. hahaha. funny. Someone is like not replying my messages wth. still sleeping what time is it? 12:56 pm. wth. wake up!!

Dang. That sleepy head. I'm gonna drink more water and water and more water. hahaha.

2007-06-18T10:19:00.001+08:00

Its official. Someone's blog made me crazy. stupid song.

wow

2007-06-18T08:39:00.000+08:00

Woohooo. my normal body temperature is 35 something. and my temperature now is like 39. Man. i hate fever.

whoa. I completely have no idea why i'm stuck in this stupid house of mine. hahah. oh i know. for the first time of the year I'M HAVING A TERRIBLE FLU. amazing isn't it.

Yeah. someone is taking care of me right MILES? hahaha. Unbelievable i have a baby sitter. woohoo. lalala. what am i eating.? cool PORRIDGE again! wow. its delicious!! awesome. SHUT UP Quinteen i know you like teasing me when i'm sick. Asshole!!

Whats the bad thing. I can't go and meet Shao Wei for the chalet!! :'( I wanna go but sorry guys. I'm sorry. I know you miss me alot(self-praising) but its the fact ok? hahaha.

Last night was a freak man! needless to talk about it. hahaha.

hello

2007-06-15T09:16:00.000+08:00

hello everyone.
Its like been years since i update my blog. let it rot. Wait if you want to story to be continued just ta on my tagboard.

Update the playlist dang More than i can take by fall out boy i nuts i don't know what the hell on earth are they singing.

2007-06-13T15:41:00.000+08:00

nothing to do. lalala

PS. I miss you so please be back soon.

adventure camp

2007-06-11T21:42:00.000+08:00

Camp was fun. Its awesome. too tired to go on with details. I'm super dark!! hahha. awesome.

thats all. Ask me if you want to you details. hahaha.

I FOUND MY FAITH BACK.

2007-06-07T09:28:00.000+08:00

I hope everyday this is how bright my life can be.

Dreams

2007-05-29T09:25:00.000+08:00

A Story told by Jake

I woke up in my dreams, my cousin was there, I thought i was in a coma but everything seems so real to me i didn't know why is everything so real. I texted you, asking how were you,you said you're okay. I just went back to work, i know you were still angry at me that time i didn't want to make more mad at me so i just left you for awhile. That night i heard you were rushed to the hospital, i was so worry stopped my work and waiting for the text of your Nana or someone else. Everything i receive a message i was hoping you'll be fine but every text i recieved your state was getting worse. i didn't know what to do the so i just deicided to visit you at the hospital even though i don't have the courage to do so, i just wanted you to be well again. i went over with my cousin. I was your someone talking to one doctor i knew that was your Nana and ask where's your room. she didn't know who is was but she gave me the room number. I went in saw someone, Joseph was his name, i asked him how were you he said that you need to go for an immedaite surgery in 2 hours time. I spend that two hours looking at you. I didn't want you to go for anymore operations but you were fading away. When you entered the surgery room, i was outside waiting for you, it took 19 hours for the doctors to perform the operation. it was successful but you were in a coma. I never left your side since you came out of that room. I was hoping every minute that past you'll wake up. After 4 days you woke up, its May 16. i was sleeping beside you then i woke up when i felt someone hold my hands. you knew it was me laying beside you. I was delighted when you woke up. Asked your Nana to discard you as soon as possible. The next day i helped your Nana to pack your things. You were discard i took you the car carried you in, your Nana drove you home. I was sitting beside you and fell asleep in my arms. I didn't want to wake you up so i just carried you up until your room, laid you there. i can't barely leave you in a minute but i have to go to settle the company. I kissed you and told your Nana to inform me about your condition. At night i recieved a message from that you wanted me to call you. I called you, we talked for awhile. I asked you to rest because you are no that fuly recover yet. I asked you to rest but you said later. Its almost 2 am, i went over to your house and you were still awake. I asked your Nana where were you she said you're in your room. I went up to see you. You were stonning. you heard me came in, then you said "hi gaint" i asked you "why are you not sleeping?" you said "i'm not tired" i asked you to sit beside me. Then you fell asleep so am i. The next morning i woke up you were not beside me. I went down and saw you there, your Nana went off, i rinse my mouth. You saw me coming down and asked me am i hungry i said no. I called my cousin to ask Sue, my assistant to cancel every appointments i have for the rest of the 2 months. i asked you if you want to eat you said no. I asked you if you want to come over to my house instead of sitting in your house alone. You asked me to take all your medicines in your room. we were on our way then i flagged a cab. you look upset and disappointed in something. I asked whats bothering you but you nothing. When we reached my house. I held you, then i took a shower while you were waiting for me. when i was done i asked you if you want to go out and catch a movie. We went to ask a movie, you were getting back your energy i said "i miss you so much" you just stared at me....

To BE CONTINUED

2007-05-29T08:02:00.000+08:00

wooohooo.!!! I hate last night. Trying to get some sleep and someone will go "wake up, lets party!" Oh he's drunk thats why. ouch. My ribs still hurt.

Stop, turn

take a look around

Jessie: sorry lah. i thought you said that. And BTW i always smell nice. hahaha. self-praising. I'm good at it. hahahaha.

Sorry listen to the CD to make me deaf out of everything surrounding me. Time to go to the flat.!!! Wooohhooooo. ouch.

hahaha

2007-05-28T22:04:00.000+08:00

Wow. I'll let this blog rot. seriously. i will. i'll tell you a story soon after i finish typing it for someone. OMG my fingers here. Plus my rib cage and my knee. and my back and my head is pounding. and i have a big pain in the butt.

may

2007-05-27T19:55:00.000+08:00

This month was the worst month ever i mean worst.!!! If you know what happened since 1st of may then you'll know that i'll really living in hell as for now i have to move on. hahaha. as if i'm going to move on. LOL.

yesterday was the freaking y2y meeting. Hell its hell boring. MZ, Charmiane and Hong Jun were there. Early in the morning someone pushed me into the pool and got my freaking ONLY amplyfier wet!! Thanks alot MILES thanks!!! I love you so much!! hahaha. Then was on the way to school. hahaha. I was inside the bus this uncle was singing a hokkien song i was like laughing my ass out even the driver was like "WTH" hahaha. Then waited from my darling infront of the general office. Xuan Jin came first saw me then Yi Chao we crao early in the morning the first one you see is the freaking asshole dickheaded fat wanna be emo. golly i was like my eyes are burning. Then kellie's mom drove in then gave kell a hand witht the STUPID unwanted y2y t-shirts. the t-shirts sucks big time. hahaha. Then finally darling came. everyone was like so loyal to Tanglin i was wearing casual clothing. hahaha. laughing at Xuan Jin because he didn't know that can wear. hahaha. people always wants to be in school in U when its holidays. goodness. hahaha. Then went up. Early in the morning "Grace face the front. Grace keep the magazine. grace pay attention. Grace sit on the chair. Grace move infront. Grace... Grace... Grace..." Dang they were shooting me. hahaha. but it was fun. hahaha. LAME. then group into 5s or something then presented and blah blah blah to cut the story short. hahaha. Then suddenly Jessie said to me "You know you smile very nice" i was like "i'm not even smiling" hahaha. but she insist. Then went for lunch. While crossing the road the dickhead was there. Then he said something. Then i started screaming across the street embrassing him with his two friends. total dickhead. Me and my darling were isolated from the group hahaha. We were having a date. hahaha. shhhhhhhh. its our secret!! hahaha. After eating we ran because we were late i thought the interview start but apparently i was not yet on. then my knee was aching you can feel the pain. darn painful lah. hahaha. Then during the interview blah blah blah. i hate hong jun. he was like giving that sian face. hahaha. After the inteview the fencers were sent back to training you don't wanna know. While waiting we played games the forfit for Purdey wwas the run down and shout "i love i&e" it took her quite awhile to reach hahaha. she was breathless penting and gasping for air. hahaha. when she came back everyone was just talking about the teachers and how stupid they can be. hahaha. shall not go into details in there. then went to Joshua's house for the dare meeting brought my darling along. hahaha. she keep on laughing. Molested candince, shana, rachel, debra and mostly every girl in the house. hahaha. i was advice to take triple dosage of my medicine from a concern friend candice reminded DR CHU to give it to me. hahaha the were advicing darling to be careful of me. hahaha. ate a macs saw Jing Ying she looks different. hahaha.

Today was terrible i can't even decide were to go out or not. But someone collapse while walking down the stairs don't know what happen. hahaha. i wanna play BADMINTON again!!

bitches!!

2007-05-24T19:54:00.000+08:00

WTTFFFFFFFH.?? You ask them politely, they walk away fucking bitches. Kick their fucking asses then they know!! Wth, i was like asking politely and calmly then they like gave me that stare. Fuck lah!! Stupid Bs. next time i'll just walk away when they need something from me. They'll be kind to you if they need something. wtf? freaking hell. attitude problem!! man. i feel like killing them and myself just now!! i can really die from the world turning around without any intetion of stop until the president of the US dies!! omg. total fuck man.

I think lance will complain again why is my post in an angry tone.
Oh because i'm cranky nowadays!! VERY CRANKY. and don't even test my patience please don't i beg you.

faint!!

2007-05-23T19:31:00.000+08:00

Today fainting during a race and you still get a gold?? HHAHAHAHA. maybe i should always faint then i'll always take a gold for a race. hahaha. i was like. "okay i can't see anything everything is black! okay i'll just fall." hahahah. GOLD. then ate at Gleneagles for dinner with Yuqi, Jolene and Sya. We took 30 mins to reach the main road from the CCBA!!! hahaha. Yuqi was like looking for a Y shaped twigs then he saw a branch. hahaha then he picked it up broke it when he placed it against the trunk of the tree. hahaha. Jolene was like laughing her ass out.

Yuqi said "forks and spoons are for babies" hahaha. okay then Jo said "then lets leave the ADULT" then ME and Sya said "YEAH"

Inside the bus Jo, Sya and Me was like telling dirty jokes and lame jokes inside the bus. Then i reach the terrace house someone was like waving "hi" i was like do i know you? Then it was MILES stupid i can't see from far!! Then Jake was on the roof staring at the sky!! wonder what got into him today...? hmmmmmmmm..

i need to bathe then sleep then sleep and go to school it depends whether i'll get some sleep tonight.!!

MY KNEE AND ANKLE IS ACHING!!! ouch!!

bloody.!!

2007-05-22T21:29:00.000+08:00

Dang. Today faught with MR Mohan. Gosh. stupid matters.
Hahaha. Darling don't know how to play badminton i was like tired of picking the stupid thing to serve!! OMG. She have a terrible aiming prob!! hahaha XD.
Sha lah make me laugh like hell today!! She ditched me yesterday!! Inside the bus some more. Nurul injured her ankle, i pity her but i still make fun of her. Evil me *EVIL LAUGHS* hahaha. Y2Y meeting was terrible!! I hate hearing his voice!! Makes me damn irritated!!

UHUH someone i fast asleep after weeks of not sleeping. NOT me!! I still can't get any thats why my eyebags and eyerings are so obvious!!

I failed my best subjects!! wow how amazing?? My guardian nag saying "you know that math should be your best subject" i was just like "ok, i understand" hahaha. Anyway at least she doesn't nag like my mom. OMG moms are the worst naggers ever!! honestly, don't you dare tell me that your mom don't nag that means you're a liar!! hahaha.

Should go and stone for the rest of the night!! I'm high!! and low!! i need sleep............ zzzzzz..

I bet my remarks are gonna be bad in the report booklet!! i think my guardian will nag at me after i get the report booklet. I'm praying that there will be a miracle on my grades!! A pathetic request from God but i really pray for it. hahahaha. i know i'm lame.

today

2007-05-21T22:04:00.000+08:00

Today very funny. CRAZY day. hahaha. Ealy in the morning when SHA saw me she was giggling away went to her then she laugh. Crazy cavewoman. Everyone was suppose to be in the hall because it was raining. SHA was still laughing. Assembly was funny, our beloved principal nag again as always, then CAVEWOMAN keep on telling me stories then when the DM comes she suddenly shuts her mouth weird huh?? Then i was like provoking her i mean molesting her. hahahha. sorry. XD DERRICK was like hitting my back with the soccer ball ita painful ok?? I was like ouch my backbone is cracking now. Then went to the homeroom, early in the morning MDM ZZZHAN(3E3 form-teacher) was nagging. OMG early in the morning she shoot NAS that made Nas shut up for the whole time, i was like "whoa, she shoot her again". Its either me, Nas or Charlotte, everytime we talk or laugh she will be like "BE MORE DISCIPLINE, YOU BEHAVE LIKE THE NTs" OMG. If she doesn't nag she'll drop on the floor gasping for air trying take in the NAGGASSOUS GAS for her to have the energy to nag.

Moving on. We when to the hall for the literature marks. Man. Why should it be the hall?? Ms Tang was super funny. Everyone was like having while she's going through the paper. and the line she always say "YOU DON'T KNOW YOUR TEXT WELL" hahaha. I didn't read the book. hahaha.

Went to the AVR for maths mark Mr Mohan was like 3E3 on the right 3E1 on the left. The best about the AVR you sitting down inside an air-con room but you're sweating why because of the two freaking air-con is apparently dead!! Literally dead!! Someone brought the chp sticks the big ones from Chinese New Year celebrate or something. The guys use it to poke each other's butt. The girls didn't even want to touch the darn thing. hahaha.

Went for recess then i bought drink from stall one. When we reached the bench my drick was almost done. hahahah. Sha was like "so fast" even Theresa. hahaha. sorry. i'm a drinking tank. hahaha. i was like laughing at something i can't remember. oh about the FATS thing. hahaha. okay i don't want go into details about it. hahaha. SHHHHHHHHH. its a secret.!!! hahahah.

Went back to the AVR the guys were like stinky man. i mean yeah stinky sweat. Then MDM ZZZHHAAN was nagging again. OMG. i was like "when will you stop?" she said "e2 and e3 doesn't have any difference" i was like is she praising e3 or insulting e3?? she heard it the she was like "its the fact" i was like "yah, its the fact that you're insulting e3"

SHA and Me was like counting down when will she start nagging again. hahaha. Played spit ball!! okay its gross.

2nd post

2007-05-20T19:50:00.000+08:00

This is the second post for the day. I think i'm screwed up. hahahaha. I think i got hit by someone real hard just now. my head is spinning right now. hahaha. I feel really giddy. hahaha. 2 screens!! 2 everything man!! dang. i feel like puking. hahahaha.

LET'S PARTY EVERYONE. EXAMS ARE OVER.

Let's have a beer drinking session JUNZ you're the first one to be in my party. hahahaha. I'm really taking a long time to blog this thing. hahahha. Guess what.?? I can't see anything things in bright colours. hahahaha. whats up with this eyes.? dang.

SHA: Well, your piece of advice last night. I didn't work. hahaha. because i didn't take that advice its seriously dumb. hahaha. If he'd do the same it will work out for me. Honestly. hahaha. I'm happy now?? XDDDD

Today.

2007-05-20T16:44:00.000+08:00

Today. I was almost dying. I was like "Oh someone save me from this torment I'm in" You know why?? Because of my friends gives my lame i mean so lame jokes about things like plate, knives and every single thing that you think its stupid to joke about. I was like "PLEASE HAVE MERCY ON ME. ENOUGH WITH LAME JOKES" That was the first time i ever someone asked someone to stop about the lame jokes. What's the most stupid they ever asked me was "WHAT SHOULD I EAT KFC OR MACS?" I just banged my head on the wall. Today is a very stupid day for me. Early in the morning I trip on my own feet. Then spilled the drink on my shirt then dropped my food on the floor. Banged my head on the poll of the train(its painful okay?) Someone sat on a fingers(apperantly he was 5 times bigger than me) i was like "i can't feel my hand i think my veins brusted" i was teary in pain. On the way home, i was walking and stepped in a muddy spot. Accidentally my friend hit my sheen, other one stepped on my foot. I was like what's up with me today and this stupid this happening. Now, I'll try to get some sleep. I haven't slept for quiet sometime. Stupid terrace house!!! I hate it!!

Life is terrible.

2007-05-19T20:17:00.001+08:00

LIFE SUCKS TO THE CORES OFTHIS EARTH!!!

Its totally fucking for me man. DANG i feel like killing myself with everything thats appening right at the moment of my FUCKED up. I hate it. I hate everything every single thing!!! Except for the people!! OMFG. I really feel like killing myself. I feel like going to the tallest building and jumping for the highest floor and just calculate the fucking gravitational speed when i reach the ground alive. Probably, my head will be cracked into pieces and blood flowing out of my head and looking at the people surrounding me asking themselves did she commint suicide. Duh of course, who the hell would push a person down if he/she wants to be a murder and be in death penalty, NO ONE duh, therefore i commited suicide.

Bloody hell i hate the world!!!
Sorry for the vulgarities and everything just totally fucked up today and forever. XD
Stay happy everyone.!!

what fuck?

2007-05-18T16:27:00.001+08:00

Honestly. I'm happy that the exmas are finally over

But. i don't know why am i imagining things.

I'm just not having a good week i guess.

To a person you lied about her identity
You know what. you lied to a person that you are in-love with wtf? saying you're this person when you're not. the only person you trust and want to spend time with and you lied to him for what fucking reason. I never spoke a word with him about you and i don't want to destroy any relationship going with you and him. I know that you're just lying about some things. But honestly you have to tell him the truth before i find out the truth and tell him whats really going on. Please i'm begging just tell him if you really love him. You should know what i'm talking about. before you say anything to me or blog or whatever shit you wanna say just FUCK UP. 3 different faces and 3 different person who are you really..??

what i feel

2007-05-12T19:10:00.000+08:00

Fine. I would never ever ever ever let anyone know what the fuck happened. Who the fuck would care? DO YOU CARE?? NO!!! I have to happen one word to describe my day.

FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCKFUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK

A fact.

2007-05-11T23:26:00.000+08:00

I'm gonna tell what really happened on Feb 8 2007 until Feb 11 2007

Feb 8 2007
He came from the airport and sleep until 11 am. He was tired and busy at that point of time but he tried to make an effort to keep his promise to meet his girlfriend that day as it was there 2nd or 1st month of their relationship. But i found he left the phone in his room plus his wallet, he left without anything with him so MK went to meet him at the gate of his girlfriend. He waited for a long time. So i replied the text message of his girlfriend say to her "he left his phone i'll contact MK" then she eventually went home. I told "him" and MK that she's at home, they went to fetch her there but they didn't found her anywhere. They were about to go home when i said that his girlfriend was giving him 20 minutes to reach the lift are of the HDB block of her house. She waited there, he came running from a far awat MRT station until her block. When he reached the are, she was going up. He climbed up until the 10th level just to chase her but he was too late, heard her say "Happy first month GAINT". He was dissapointed to himself for making her hopes crash down on her real hard. He went home drunk and talking crap to himself saying things i can't understand. He slept for the whole day of 9th Feb 2007 and had a fight with his girlfriend.

Feb 10th 2007
He decided to go for the operation to make time for him to spend one more day with her. Only a day.! He kept the faith strong believing he'll survive the operation with him knowing that his girlfriend would be always there for him whatever happens. Trusted with his whole heart and being to make a difference out of his life. He swore on Earth that he won't love any other girl except the girl holding his heart right at that moment. I never knew how they love each other so much until that day. He sacrifice himself just to be with her. The operation was unsuccessful he was paralysed from neck down.

Feb 11th 2007
She sent an email to him. I read it to him. And he said "THERE'S NOTHING MORE FOR ME TO STAY AND LIVE IT THIS WORLD, THE REASON I CHOOSE TO LIVE IS BECAUSE OF HER AND SHE'LL BE THE REASON FOR ME TO LEAVE THIS WORLD"

woah.

2007-05-09T13:36:00.000+08:00

I just went to view Ms Haryati's blog. Gosh!! She called me a chipmunk? with an infectious humour?? Golly?? I'm not really a chipmunk but i'm a hybrid. How can she that? At least i make you laugh every lesson of yours. And apparently her blog was so profound until i found her.? Okay thats lame. But anyways thanks for remembering a chipmunk like me. Stay heppy Ms Haryati.XD.

And I was so shock to vies someone's friendster profile. i was like WTH is wrong with the world?

Back to studying SS and A-Maths.
Gosh i haven't even start for SS.

Exams

2007-05-08T16:37:00.000+08:00

DUDE AND DUDETTES!!! Itsthe fucking start of exams tomorrow. FUCK

ALL THE BEST FOR EVERYONE.
I HATE EXAMS. MAKES ME FEEL STUPID. and I'm feel stupid right now..

BAck to studying.

damn bored

2007-05-04T22:01:00.000+08:00

I have nothing better do but to ruin.
I'm gonna go and play twister.

Dead

2007-05-03T15:48:00.000+08:00

Resurrection from the dead makes you feel good. HAhahahaha.. I shall continue my story.

After 6 months this girl became popular, became the most popular rocker in school. Guys wanna her. She's not pretty or anything but she's the girl that you can relay on. Man. She had many friends. Greg a nice guy, popular. Ask her for a date. She always said yes. But She did want any relationship with him. So her suitor, Matthew, asked her to be his girl. She said "YES". Greg did felt jealous and heartbroken. But in the end Jane regretted it as Matt cheated on her for many times. greg was always there for her and friend which she always depended on. Kieth the bestfriend of Greg like Jane for a long time. But he didn't want to a traitor so he just keep everything hidden from them. Greg confessed to Jane how he really felt about her and how did she change since they met. Jane was shocked because she felt the same towards Greg but she was afraid to say it. She would always see him walking with the most pretty girl in school. After 2 weeks Greg ask Jane to be his girl she "yes" and Greg promised not to break her heart. He did fulfil that promise.

One night they had their 2nd anniversary. Greg gave her a neckless. Its the most precious thing to her. After a month Greg died in a car accident. She was in her greatest sorrow and most painful incident that ever happened to her. She moved out with Keith, He promised Greg to take care of her when Greg is gone. She never did open her heart to any other guy ever again but Keith confessed to her. She didn't accept him. She said "My heart is still with him. I can't love any other guy anymore"

TO BE CONTINUED!!! hahaha. i know getting LAMER..

A Story

2007-04-26T20:27:00.000+08:00

I gonna tell you a story. A story of an idiot. And here it goes.

There was an idiot walking along the road. He bumped into a GEEKY girl, he said sorry and walked away. They didn't know that they were schoolmates. The girl was shy and always at a small corner doing her stuffs. She always look up to the sky whether its blue or grey. For her its always grey. The idiot recognized her and apolized. He said "May i know your name?"
The girl replied "Jane."
He said "Nice to meet. I'm Greg. See you around"
Jane said "see ya"

They moved on as the bell rings as lessons starts. When school ended. Greg offer her a ride home. She continued walking but Greg insisted to teke her home. So she just hopped in and told him where she lives. They were quite in the car until Greg turn on the radio. Jane said she loves the song and Greg agree on it. They seem to like the same type of sings. So when they reached her house she alighted saud bye and thanked him for the ride. Before she could get in. Greg ask of her number. She gave it without hesitation and he drove of. That night he called her talked for hours until wee hours.

After 6 months.. I don't know what happened.. SO TO BE CONTINUED..
Grace is lame i know..

To a Friend i care

2007-04-25T16:30:00.000+08:00

I do care for you but you don't seem to notice. But nevermind i don't what to say after what happened. I only want everything back to normal. thats all. Since that day you've change. became someone else whom i don't know. Sorry. if you find i'm ignore you because of one reason and probably thats the only thing that makes you happy and fuck at the same time. sorry to describe you as fuck but i can't say anymore. i hope you know what you're doing. Please make the right choice. Worthless and useless choices makes you more dumb everyday i see you in school. Hope you really realise how much you've change soon.

"I don't wanna be with you

I'm trying to forget

but everything i tried

the more i feel something"

to nazri

2007-04-13T17:29:00.000+08:00

To AN ASSHOLE NAMED NAZRI THE DICKHEAD:
Probably you don'tsee this so yeah large... i mean extra large.. For your info you are a total dick head and asshole. If you remember that i said that it sucks being with you yeah.. it DOES suck.. I mean in a way that i'm burning in hell everytime i see you fucking pimple head dickhead during CHOIR. I wonder how my BLIND ex you have their so blind that they can't see that you're a totally dickhead. And for your info being an EMO sucks. and i don't cut myself. I'm retard but i'm not EMO. If ever i'm EMO you'll see me everyday sitting in the middle of the parade square saying to myself "NO ONE LIKES ME WHY DON'T I JUST CUT MYSELF" or "HE DOESN'T WANT TO BE WITH ME ANYMORE I'LL JUST DIE"
If you think your voice is meant for rock songs think again you suck at singing literally and positively sure that you suck in singing. If you ever heard me sing probably you don't even have the face (ahem i mean balls) to show me you fucking face. And if you think Adil is fat well, at least he knows whats fat. But you claim to be fit i think you're fat. Oh btw, i notice everytime you go for choir "YOU DON'T SEEM TO CHANGE YOUR BOXERS" BECAUSE YOU WEAR THE SAME BLUE BOXER EVERYDAY. MAYBE YOU DON'T HAVE ANY BOXERS I THINK YOU WEAR PANTIES. If you think you can demoralize me by just words well, who the FUCK WILL LISTEN TO A DICKHEAD LIKE YOU. And if you think that everyone accept you, to tell you frankly YOU REALLY SUCK TO THE CORES OR THIS WORLD. If you think asking THE GIRL YOU LIKE to be your gf well, she ain't that dumb to have you as a fucker. Oh wait, who the fuck will like you anyway? Maybe a desperate ugly girl asking you to lick her ----- and you want her to suck your ----, that she's like so willing to loose her virginity to a DICKHEAD. You know what? your the most fucking asshole i've ever met. If you think that everything i'm saying is fuck well you should look at yourself at the mirror BEFORE YOU JUDGE ME. You may continue on saying all the fucking crap to me. YOU BARELY KNOW THE REAL ME AND YOU JUDGED ME? THATS A BAD THING YOU KNOW. JUDGING ME IS A WASTE OF TIME BECAUSE YOU CAN'T JUDGE A PERSON WHEN YOU, YOURSELF CAN'T ADMIT YOUR MISTAKES AND JUDGE YOURSELF FIRST BEFORE YOU JUDGE ME. Fine you want to see the true Grace fine. But be prepared to fall on your knees. If you just want a beautiful gf (be happy whoever you are because i'm praising you hahaha. You should you who you are.) well, yeah she is pretty and brains but you have nothing. If you thing your MP3 is worthless well, because the fucking OWNER is also WORTHLESS AND USELESS. and you are the fucking POSER BTW. and this my blog if you fuck off i'll be glad to slap you if you attend choir. or maybe just broke every single bone you have. You can't really tell what an emo and punk is. GOsh what an idoit. If you have been eyeing on yourself you should know how to shut up because you are the fucking pain in the but. And don't reply if you don't the person because you're talking like a fucking idiot who doesn't know what shit is that all about. YOU ARE A BIG POSER WHO DOESN'T EVEN HOW TO BE A TRUE POSER. WHAT THE FUCK?? IF I'M I POSER I SHOULD BE HATED IN SCHOOL RIGHT? DUMB ASS! IF I'M A POSER I SHOULD BE BEATEN ON THE SIDE OF THE STREET. ARE YOU STUPID? IF I'M A POSER I SHOULD NOT HAVE BEEN I A BAND. YOU FUCKING MORON. IF I'M A POSER PROBABLY I'LL BE A WANNA BE IN SCHOOL. ARE YOU AN IDIOT?

I never did judge you and you better shut the fucking hell up before i ask someone to cut your dick out and display your balls in the gallery of unwanted. Anyway, you are categorized as REJECTED. Therefore, you are a total FUCKING DICKHEAD WHO ACTS LIKE SOMEONE WHO IS NOT HIM AND YOU SUCK TO THE CORES OF THE FUCKING WORLD.

and don't even bother replying you will just look like an idiot to me if you do wait you are already the fucking idiot.

2 days in a row

2007-04-06T20:32:00.000+08:00

Two days in a row of performance gosh...
At school dang i don't know how to describe it but ok nevermind...
Then afternoon SHA was damn angry i was like 'Grace back off and shut up' but i was angry as well but it went off after awhile i don't really like getting angry.. and some fucker flooded me in my phone since 7 pm.. Btw until now..
(I don't know what happened before)
Today was worst day ever..
They ask me to sing again.. I don't know how to sing for like whoa..
I hope i'm dead...

I'm living in darkness

You came along

Saying we're almost through

But in the ended

You faded before my eyes in a blink

I scream on top of the world

But no one heard it

I cry in pain

But no one seems to listen

I saw you once again

But you turned away

And pretend nothing happened

You took a glimpse

And said goodbye....

what the heck

2007-03-31T19:53:00.000+08:00

I'm pissed, irritated and annoyed since i don't know whe. Its just annoying for me the week. i don't know why but i find everything super irritating especially Mdm Chan. arrrhh.. I feel like blowing up.

Yes you did say you love her and she loves you but why are you treating her like some rug that you can just throw away after you used it. She's my friend she not just a person who you can pay around. You're fault also why did you love him. I told you he's not worth everything you are. You're not a consulation prize you're priceless everyone has theior worth but i find you guys (my friends) priceless compared to some maniac and bastard trying to get your attetion. If you give it to them they will find that you're interest on having (you know what) with them. But i doesn't mean that love is all about S--. Gosh its not just that. Come on man!! You forced her alot of times i mean alot of times for jusr 2 months but thank satan that i'm there to stop you from all your non-sense. I didn't know that you were a prevert until today that you ask her infornt of ME. Gosh!! What an inhuman being you are. You know what i find that you're the most "selfish and Idiotic guy" ever living on the planet of EARTH (sorry i'm from mars) but anyways. You should get away from her before i get fed up and do something that you'll regret for the rest of your pathetic LIFE.

And for YOU(a girl who lies alot)!! You lied to me a couple times but i never did anything. Now that you're finally letting yourself get caught by me. One more mistake and say bye bye.

AND NOW I FEEL LIBERATELY but some are still bugging me..

hahaha..

2007-03-24T19:43:00.001+08:00

Performance in another 30 mins... hahahha.. this would be fun... 200 over people watch... nervous break down.. sorry if everyone of you ask me to go out tonight sorry... hahaha.. i don't know what to blog about... okay

SHAWN TAN
A suppppppppppppppppppppppppper tall guy.. Facilitator of GRP ONE of Y2Y.. awesome and cool guy but abit shy towards lemme me guess who??.. hahaha

JEFFERY
an awesome dancer... FAcilitator of GRP TWO of Y2Y... cool and dancer....

PEI YI
my beloved big monster!!! main Facilitator of GRP THREE of Y2Y.. a singer lalalalala..

TOCK SENG
our beloved Facilitator... funny and awesome teacher..

shall end here.. they need me to set-up the stage!!! owwwww....

Y2Y Journey

2007-03-16T09:18:00.000+08:00

I'm going to blog about our AWESOME journey of Y2Y.

DAY 1
I woke up at around 4 to take a shower and dang i took more hour to do so. Meet Jess, Serene and Amin at macs for breakfast. I was there excatly at 6 and waited for them for 15 mins. Jess arrived at 6:17, then Serene came, Amin so stupid a guy came last?? Gosh are you a guy?? Nevermind. Me and Jess were the only ones who ate. She finished faster than me LOL. She was eating pancakes and i was eating egg muffin.. LOL.. We waited for 78 at the macs side but decided to take 285 so we walk to the interchange THEN 285 just left. We waited for about 5 mins then the next 285 came. Arrived at school. Someone was calling me but my phone ran out of battery. Waited for everyone to come and the bus to come. I don't feel like ridding on the bus because it's PINK. I kinda really hate pink. hahaha. Sat beside JENN. Arrived at MALAYSIA, Apparently everyone grab CHWEING GUMS. hahaha.

Will reached AUSTIN HILL, JEFF was the one of the trainers and the first one the lead us to the meeting area. The view was damn nice, especially the golf course let me show you some photos. Its was nice.

There.. Eat lunch or something when we arrived. SHAO WEI(asst. commander) was the first one to speak. My group consisting of 4 Tanglians, Me, Jenn, Kris and Joel and 4 NP students, Timothy, Richard aka Rachel, Win surely we win(stay tuned for the day4) and Hari. When up to the room. Chin aka Chicken Little camp commander, he was cute hahaha punk rocker. He introduced his team the trainers. PEI YI, was our main trainer but she's in PA so TOCK SENG was also our trainer. Man, when the CAMP BUSTER, DANIEL came in. Total silent its was spooky. Gave me the creeps. Collected the keys from MS Sophia Ng. Dig out the bag of NP and look what i found I'm not MARQUEZ I'm MACQUEZ. Let me show you what i mean.

^^CAN YOU SEE??^^

Hahaha. Okay. Then started the lectures which you all know its more boring than listening to an old lady nagging at you. Had a game of ring toss. Group 4 won, Jess' group. They should know why they won. hahahah Stealinng is a bad idea. Win took a 10 dollars note out of the banner. OPPURTUNITY.!!! hahahaha. Had dinner. Food don't ask!!! Had group gathering for GROUP Performance. So my group, Jessie's group and group. Collaborated together to make a great show!!! So yeah.. Time to sleep. hahaha 3 girls squeezed in one bed. NAS, JENN and ME. Yakyakyak.. hahahaha.. ok. First night i was having a terrible headache and SOMEONE hit my head while sleeping and my head was pounding like hell. i was ow ow ow ow. She didn't even know that she hit my head. anyway we were sleeping. i mean DEAD sleeping. We had 4 alarms and nothing worked!!! hahhahah. We said we are to wake up at 4 am but i the end. Jess called at around 6:30 hahaha. i jumped out of the bed.

DAY 2

hahaha. Ran down and quickly joined our groups. Did warm-ups. Assume that its finish. Then went up to bathe. I'm always the first one to bathe. and took a long time but they keep on rushing me. hahhaha. Went down to eat breakfast. Then at 9am until 1pm lectures were ahhhhh... look what i did. Btw, there was no more paper so yah. hahahaha. SEE??

After lunch. Played a game COMMANDER OF THE 7 SEAS. Our ship was the first one to sink. hahahaha. so our group was relax about whats happening. GROUP 8 WON.!! Then had tea break. Another game Negotiation Skills i can't be bother about the game its lame. but it was fun to bully the trainers. hahahah. Group 2 won this time. Dinner time. After dinner its was group performance. COMBINED FORCES OF 1, 3 AND 4 was awesome. But NAS' GROUP WON. They deserve it. hahaha. Nice performance. By Weilson. It was damn funny!!! Xuan Jun one phrase HAHAHAHAHAHHA. After that FREE time IE discussion among our group. Then slept!!! HAhha.. okay. ask anyone from the Y2Y to tell you what happened!!! hahaha!!! Joel, Win and Kris got sick :((

DAY 3

Warm-up as usual. Breakfast. 3 hour Lectures. Lunch. Okay Cash flow game hahhaha. Me and Jenn WON.. hahahha. 13,650 dollars cashflow. hahhaha.. Then had tea break. they didn't allow me, jenn, kris and joel to eat so much cause the food was heaty for the body and Jenn was having stomach pain, she was feeling very cold. They cancelled CAPTAIN BALL :((((((. Me and Jenn sneaked out of the room to go to our group and discuss. We are so proud of our drwaing it was awesome. Went down at 3:30 and sleep at 4:00am hahha.. Glucose ran out so sorry. hahaha. I kicked NAS while sleeping hahahah.

DAY 4

Woke up at 8:00 am. Went down ate breakfast. Finished eating went up to take a shower. Prepared for IE challenge hahahah.. okay cut the chase OUR GROUP WON!! HAHHAHA.. Award giving hahah. I didn't expect to have the self-confedence award i was like "Did i heard it clearly?" OKay.. Recieve like 4 red envelopes!! hahaha. We receive cash. hahahhahhahahha. But i don't intend to spend it. What Great memories!!! I miss them. HAhaha. all tanglians were asked to go down because of this..

NO ONE IS A LOSER!!!! NEVER GIVE UP ON YOUR DREAMS!!!

Blah blah

2007-03-11T16:54:00.000+08:00

Oooooooowwwwwww ouch ouch.. My head hurts since a month ago.. ouch..
I don't know what to blog about...
Sha shhhhh quiet about the roomies thingy...
Y2Y camp tomorrow have i packed my things haven't let me pack later..
For the whole week its a mess..
hahaha.. POPE!!! shhhhhhhsss... quiet..
Sha and Sya just LTAO on that stupid topic.. ask them if you want to know...

Let me sleep and wake up the next morning at 3 or 4 something...
Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

the truth

2007-03-04T19:59:00.000+08:00

i didn't do anything to someone. Just gave anothe chance..

I just found out something THE TRUTH and honestly i trusted you and you lied.. WTF is that??
I can be very very kind and crappy but when you break the trust i gave you i'll turn cold and i won't even bother if you die infront of me the next moment i tell you i hate you..
_ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ BTE _ _ _ _
I'm sorry you don't deserve anything at all..

creepy

2007-03-03T22:00:00.000+08:00

MY BUTT HURTS... The Truth?!?!?!
Stupid guy IM-ing me... Damn irritating..
I'm freaking bored.. Stupid Laptop 30 mins live left...
I'll blast my head out with music..

hell a day i had

2007-03-02T21:57:00.000+08:00

Amazing WEEK i have..
WHoa and its really WHOA...
Everyone seems to be WHOA...
I don't know what happened to me but i can't remeber things, DID I KNOCK MY HEAD?? NO.
DID SOMEONE HIT ME ON THE HEAD?? NO. DID ANYONE REMOVED MY BRAIN?? yeah.. the doctors?? DUH??

Half of me is gone.
Now i'm tolerating the voice of my maker(i mean my mom, she made me with my father!! isn't also considered as a maker??)

Ok.. my head is exploding with things that crushing through my veins???
I must die (takes a chainsaw, put on the neck) No FUEl.. what the hell..??

OH mother mother.. WHERE ARE YOU BRINGING ME?? Can i just stay.. I'm having fever?? SEE i'm very hot.. temperature rising to 1000000000000000 degrees... ANYONE save me from this burning hell??

Nothing to blog about

2007-02-24T22:15:00.000+08:00

hahaha... I can't stop laugh wearing this stupid glasses.. I swear!!! i won't wear it to school.. Look I'm a nerd TOO DISCIPLINE... Stupid CHAN no i mean ZZHAN (zzzzzzz for lessons that are very damn boring can fall asleep) HAve anyone of you my beloved 3E3 classmates that ZZHAN Got armpit sweat golly gosh me i'm even sitting infront then she rise up her hand WHOA and i mean real WWWWWWWWWHHHHHHHOOOOOOOAAAA... You will be able to see clear how sweaty it is and honestly i wanted to puke and seriously its DISGUSSSSSSSTINGGG!!!!!! hahahaha...

Ok.. someone is typing for me.. PERSONAL SEC?? Hahahaha.... Guess who it is..??

I don't dare whether i squeeze my eyeballs out starting on monday NOT GONNA WEAR GLASSES TO SCHOOOL NO NO NO NO...

oh yeah, i when for a haircut.. Look like a shity fellow walking down the street laughing at herself looking and saying POK POK POK...

-AEM-
Crossing.. TOH slipped down landing on his butt. AMIN you're very MEAN... Called him TOH because i don't know how to spell his name so put the surname.. Still his name right?? hahahaha. then Amin was saying that the resort have a swimming pool.. Then suddenly i said "Oh yeah, Theresa lives ....." i keep on laughing at myself... od goodness.. hahaha..

Okay shall not tell anymore stories.. super lame.. Instead of helping me to type SOMEONE ran away so this took me 2 hours to type I think??

I was completely "I don't know" in Japanese lesson.. hahaha... RANDOM thought.. Very random..

Another Farewell

2007-02-20T19:32:00.001+08:00

Feb 20
-Another Person said Goodbye...

Dang what a life i'm having now...
Man, I never saw it coming.. Its so unpredictable..
Whoa, 2 persons gone within 2 weeks..
How many more should you take away from me.??
How long shall i suffer this ordeal of mine.??

Deceptions is all i hear!!!
Man, i want my own life back!!
Life i live without any worries..
Life that didn't destroy anything..
Life thats full of happiness..
Now... SIGHSSSSSSSSSS
Don't even bother asking...
I'll try to be happy.. but i'll go crazy trying to do so..

Friends I treasure

Seem to fade away

Friends I Love

Seem to say goodbye

A week

2007-02-19T16:08:00.000+08:00

I hate updating this blog of mine. why did i created it in the first place.. Anyway just blog lah Grace!!!

Ok, I really don't know..
So many things had happened this week..
Its bee a week and dang i feel so much pain...
My butt is painful and don't even ask why..
Oh CNY is the most boring holidays of the years.. but collecting red packets rocks!!!
I don't know where to go next for my collection..
Good thing i don't have a big family in SG.. or else... hmmmm...

Someone nagged at me for almost 12 hours since last night and shocks the first i listen to someone's nagging. He's very funny...

What i heard last night was "FIRE EXTINGUISHER PLEASE, it's getting hotter in here"
Who the hell shouted that?? hmmm...
This morning someone brought a stupid CAT in the house and i run away and hang myself on the ceiling. I hate CATS. Honestly!! They're disguisting.. SORRY for CAT lovers out there but i just don't like cats.. especially when the crawl around your legs.

-CHICKEN BUMPS-

Being at home is so damn boring..
Dominic so funny, he said "People live in a condo give only $4"
hahaha.. I also recieved $4 dollars then $6 then $10 then $20.... it goes on..
I'm not yet done collecting... WAHAHAHAHA..

The house is filled with maddness... HELP ME..!!!

Hello

2007-02-16T20:47:00.000+08:00

Blah Blah Blah Blah Blah Blah Blah Blah Blah Blah Blah Blah Blah Blah Blah Blah Blah Blah Blah Blah Blah Blah Blah Blah Blah Blah Blah Blah Blah Blah Blah Blah Blah Blah Blah Blah Blah Blah Blah Blah Blah Blah Blah Blah Blah Blah Blah Blah Blah Blah Blah Blah Blah Blah Blah Blah Blah Blah Blah Blah Blah Blah Blah Blah Blah Blah Blah Blah Blah Blah Blah Blah Blah Blah Blah Blah Blah Blah Blah Blah Blah Blah Blah Blah Blah Blah Blah B lah Blah Blah Blah Blah Blah Blah Blah Blah Blah Blah Blah Blah Blah Blah Blah Blah Blah Blah B lah Blah Blah Blah Blah Blah Blah Blah Blah Blah Blah Blah Blah Blah....

I don't know... So LOST...

I Gathered all my strength

To show you I can be the one

I gathered all my Hopes

To fulfil the greatest dream of ours

Time shall stop

I'll prove to you that we belong

But time goes on

Forever shall move on

You saw tears

I saw laughter

You saw a smile

I saw sadness

You stare away to tell me I'm no the one

You look back to say I need you now

You call I was there

You ask, i answer

Beneathe my feet are tough ground

Above me are soft clouds

Beside is You holding my hand

But behind me was someone push me back

I look at the stars tonight

Hoping to be there for you

I saw a falling star

Wishing to change the past

I built a box around me

But you isolated me from everything

I tried to be free

But you didn't set me free

Your voice i need to hear

Your prensence i seek

Your smile i wish

Your love i need

"YOU TAUGHT ME HOW TO LOVE

LOVE TAUGHT ME HOW TO LIE

LIE TAUGHT ME HOW TO DIE"

A farewell

2007-02-11T20:11:00.000+08:00

11th FEB 2007
- A Farewell that shattered everyon'e souls apart!!!
- A day that everyone fall on their knees, living in darkness

Man, worst day ever.. Is today... don't even ask why??
I just hope i don't break down in school..
Honestly, I'm walking in darkness still that day..
Now i don't know how to stand up..
I just hope when i wake up again everything will be back to normal..

Good Night Everyone..
Don't mind me tomorrow...

MADball

2007-02-09T21:42:00.000+08:00

Today we were suppose to play NETBALL but it ended up playing MADball...
Mr Wan so gross lah putting his sweat on MINE, ESTELLA's and NURUL's face..
Its gross okay... I was shaking the pole because Mr Wan always gets the ball and bully the girls.. Then everyone was just grab the ball... The MADball became RUGBY Mr wan ran with the ball passing me by.. Crazy game.. But it was fun.. then Mr Wan was pushing me by his butt... MAN.. Defending him is so sick...

After recess when to the DISCIPLINE class of the "DISCIPLINE NAGGER" Mdm Iris Chan... I almost fell asleep in her class then she tapped my table i woke up... hahaha.. The me and Zhu Hui so a quote inside the BUS saying "WHY WAIT, ASK IRIS" Man, Its ridiclious hahaha.. i will never ask her because she nags worse than my mom..

Tomorrow Sat, going out with Sha and Zhi Hui.. NURUL and THERESA where are you.. you both haven't msg me... Oh Crap.. so many HOMEWORKS... A pile of it and i don't feel like doing it... ASshole lah..

Crazy lah.... A friend of mine in FAIRFIELD METHODIST SECONDARY SCHOOL... Got his 'O'-level result today.. Guess whats his... score... Nine A-ones and One B-three my jaw dropped on the floor when i heard it.. I hope i get the same.. (You wish GRACE, FAT HOPE) hahaha.. JUst hoping what..? Isn't it bad to dream?? Hmmmmmmmmphhhh....

Good night everyone.... And JUE YING... Stop the KANG REN stuffs... VERY sleepy issue!!! hahaha.. And i don't like him... Over my dead body!!!

I had a dream last night is about _ _ _ _ _ _(3E3 student) Stole the MP3 of Theresa(apparently she don't have any), she the 3E3 student stole my handphone and finally stole Zhi Hui's wallet.. And then i woke up... but she really steals things though.. okay...

wasabi!!!

2007-02-09T19:57:00.000+08:00

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ZB's video

2007-02-09T19:46:00.000+08:00

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I feel that something is wrong

2007-02-04T19:03:00.000+08:00

Today is very weird...
Just came back..
Dang... I'm very tired..
Nothing really happened but i think that something is going on but i'm not sure what is it..
I have no idea what to write in this blog... I'll update 3E3 videos... Just give me whatever videos you have just pass it to me.. Okay...

I'm going to watch a movie... Very boring man...

Planet Mars

2007-02-03T20:38:00.000+08:00

Just being CHILDISH that time so yeah..
Tramisssionsss to PLanet Mars

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Andy's Meal

2007-02-03T20:23:00.001+08:00

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Ahhh!!

2007-02-02T18:44:00.000+08:00

Today??? Was so RETARD!!!!
Mdm Chan was like scolding Jerome but it's like she's NAGGING.. anyway she always nag..
She said "Jerome you!!! Go back to your place, everyone wants to go home and you're dragging time!!!"Jerome said okay then she continued "You want me to call your parents?! Inform them about your behaviour?" Jerome just went back to his place... hahahah..

Then Yuping, because always say that 3E3 is a DISCIPLINE CLASS.. What the hell?? -sigh-. Man, looking at her makes me sleep in class.. HAHAHA i have to wake up KANG REN fourteen times every single period of MDM Chan.. hahaha.. i think i'll be the NEXT KANG REN!!! This so lame lah... I'll post Andy's video tomorrow.. LAzy to post today.. Sorry Junz.. The video is so disgusting. MILO with the NODDLES?? EWWWW...
OKay i very tired.. I always wake up in the middle of the night then i can't sleep..

I'm abit slow today man... thinking and thinking and it won't stop..

The Fray

2007-01-28T20:48:00.000+08:00

How To Save A Life By The FRAY...

fuck

2007-01-28T19:36:00.000+08:00

cooI don't have anything to say today.. ONLY...

FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK

James Morrison

2007-01-27T23:04:00.000+08:00

Addictive song....
Pieces Don't Fit Anymore By James Morrison
I was searching for the artist and song finally i know it.. From watching a Cathay..

saving trees..!!!

2007-01-27T21:38:00.000+08:00

Hello everyone,
I'm a member of the environmental club of Tanglin Secondary School.. Please help me promote to save trees??
I'm in the club as the stupid art club closed down...
Alright, I'm one of the guys who are suppose to save trees but i always doodle in class and watse paper.. Sigh!!!
Please promote this message..

"It takes 15 trees to produce one piece of paper, so don't watse paper by saying 'NO!' to examinations. Our test papers are made of paper and there's more than 30 students per class and sometimes they print wrong pages and lots of it. So in the case of saving more trees for our future.. Please say 'NO!' to exams..."

Okay thats the message.. please help the environment...
Anyway i think the MOE won't allow student to say know...

Friends

2007-01-26T16:47:00.000+08:00

I asked many people "WHAT ARE FRIENDS FOR??". But it seems they don't even know WHAT IS FRIENDS... You may say that you have alot friends standing there at school, outside, other countries and maybe within your estate.. But what really are friends to you?? But it bugs me.. i know i have friends but it seems everyone is slipping away from me.. I look towards school everyday i don't know why but i find that i feel like i'm in hell everytime i'm alone at home so yeah i prefer going to school than to stay home doing nothing except stine outside or maybe just play the guitar and don't complete the song i'm playing i feel like giving up sometimes but i told myself i can't give up now i walked this path alone and i'll finish it with someone with me.. I don't why i'm saying yhis but i just feel very lost right now.. The only ESCAPE from everything is SCHOOL so yeah... For me what are FRIENDS....

Friends are people you can trsut, tell them anything and you don't have to worry because they will help you in your problems times like you want to jump from the 13th floor all the way down.. but the grab your hand and says "Why are you doing I'm still a friends, here you can have my shoulder, let it out, i know its hard but i'll be here.. Friends are always there even though you're in your darkest times, times you feel alone and broken deep inside... They are there to make you smile when your down on your knees...They are there when need them... The are there when you're happy, sad, retard, crazy and many more.. But i hope some people will realise how important is one person in their lives.. You can't take someone for granted they have a life, they have feelings and you hurt them so much that you even broke their trust.. you let them turn their backs on you.. and you never reggret anything but this... Don't take your friends for granted maybe some day you'll find that are the worth living for..."

Thats friends for me.. But looking for true friends and real friends now is tough.. You can't really find one at the moment but you'll find someone one day and you'll tell yourself "I hope she/he will be my friend forever" Stand up and carry those wieght and someone will just grab the half of it and carry it for you until the end of the world... Okay hope some people will knock their head on the wall and ask themselves whether they have friends...

I don't consider some as friends and maybe some knows what i meant about that..
Break my trust in you and you'll regret that you lose a friends that cares for you...

Music Video

2007-01-23T19:13:00.000+08:00

The Last Train Home By Lostprophets

To every broken heart in here
Love was once a part, but now it's disappeared
She told me that it's all a part of the choices that your making
Even when you think you're right
You have to give to takeN.
But there's still tomorrow
Forget the sorrow
And I can be on the last train home
Watch it pass the day
As it fades away
No more time to care
No more time, today.
But we sing
If we're going nowhere
Yeah we singIf it's not enough
And we sing
Sing without a reason
To ever fall in love
I wonder if you're listening
Picking up on the signals
Sent back from within
Sometimes it feels like I don't really know whats going on
Time and time again it seems like everything is wrong in here
But there's still tomorrow
Forget the sorrow
And I can be on the last train home
Watch it pass the day
As it fades away
No more time to care
No more time, today
But we sing
If we're going nowhere
Yeah we singIf it's not enough
And we sing
Sing without a reason
To ever fall in love
Well we sing if we're going nowhere
Yeah we sing if it's not enough
And we sing
Sing without a reason to ever fall in love
But we sing
If we're going no where
Yeah we sing If it's not enough
And we sing
Sing with out a reason to never fall in love
To never fall in love again

Andy's Sexy Back

2007-01-23T18:25:00.000+08:00

yeah.... Junz your request is granted....
I'm sorry Andy but by popular demand...
Sorry... OK.. Math time Andy was dancing sexy back apparently this is sexy shoulders so yeah...
Escaping from home is school!!!!!
You can all laugh you hearts out on this one...

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quiz

2007-01-21T21:06:00.000+08:00

Sorry for delaying this quiz...
kinda bored now... just wanna smile...

Instructions:
1) Put your music player on shuffle
2) Press forward for each question
3) Use the song title as the answer for the question, even if it doesnt make sense. NO CHEATING!!

1. How are you feeling today?
Dammit-Blink 182

2. Will you get far in life?
The Point Of Repitition-FIORE

3. How do your friends see you?
Rough Landing, Holly- Yellowcard

4. Will you get married?
Don't Wait-Dashboard Confessions

5. What is your best friend's theme song?
Honestly-Cartel

6. What is the story of your life?
Am I Missing-Dashboard Confessions

7. What was my primary school like?
Don't Go Away-Oasis

8. How can you get ahead in life?
The Importance of Being Idle-Oasis

9. What's the best thing about your friends?
Angels of an Angel-Lionel Willams(i can't believe i listen to this kind of songs.?)

10. What song describes you?
I write Sins not Tradegies-Panic! At the disco

11. Describe your grandparents.
When you fucked Grandpa-Blink 182 (horrible song)

12. How is your life going?
Pain-Saosin

13. How does the world see you?
Alone-Blink 182

14. Will you have a happy life?
Hey Mike, Carry Love -Yellowcard(maybe some knows what its means)

15. What does your friend really think of you?
If i were you-Hoobastank

16. Do people secretly lust after you?
City of Devils-Yellowcard

17. How can I make myself happy?
I Won't Blame You-Pilot Speed

18. What should you do with your life?
Let it Bleed-The Used

19. Will you ever have children?
In Fate's hands-The red Jumpsuit Apparatus

20.What song will you play at your funeral?
Last Song-The All american Rejects..

updating.....

2007-01-21T19:55:00.000+08:00

Okay.. Finally I'm updating my blog...
Nothing really happen in my life..
Just worried and my head hurts on thinking alot of things...
Especially some people and O-levels...
I really got nothing to say.. I just want to say..
If you really love a person please don't make yourself suffer then tell that person about what you feel... You are maming your life shit... but seriously though you're making everyone suffer to...

Guys people are very fucked up then you still add problems in their minds please lah.. GIVE THEM A break... people who said to him to give her a break... ask yourself DID YOU EVER GAVE HER A BREAK DID YOU ALL THINK OF HER BEFORE TELLING HER WHAT IS YOUR PROBLEM.. SHE CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE BUT YOU INSISTED ON BEING A BITCH AND A BASTARD TELLING THE F****** PROBLEMS TO HER... OKAY I CAN'T REALLY TAKE THIS ANYMORE...

I'll stop here.. see ya all later... i'm fed up with this kind of people... i know many people needs help but she needs more help...

talking about what?

2006-12-20T09:11:00.000+08:00

I don't know what i'll post today but it seems i'm lost, confussed, guilty, broken, hopeless and lonely(not so but yeah). Man. It sucks. I was stonning for how many hours, i didn't felt this empty before, i have seem to have solution to problems but now i can't even think of anything i'll do. I look at myself saying "are you still that person?" I can't find an answer to it. You reflect everything that happened between you and that person. Everything flashes back, every memory that you've forgotten seems to be there, every word that came out from your mouth and from that person is all you can hear. Time you spent together with people you treasure seems to fade away.

I was talking to Cupcake for a while last night. Both seems to be cocked up and everything. We were "What the hell are we talking about?" I don't know. My mind is blank when i talked to her and hers man i don't know. if you know someone is sitting beside listening to you, giving advise to you about whats happening you'll feel a little bit safe. I don't know why am i blogging like this but anyway just read!

Seriously rejection is the hardest thing you can ever imagine.

if you have a BGR(boy-girl-relationship) right now. Treasure it, my friends but you have to know what circumstances you might face. Relationships are sometimes on your side and sometimes you feel its against you. When have a fight with the person you love, you feel that its your fault and you keep on insisting that its yours not hers or his. Even your half blames themselves, you will always hear "IT MY FAULT" even though its not yours. If its yours please just take it lighty nothing will harm you if you take it easy. Your half will be there, If he/she doesn't love you, dude he/she will break-up with you from the first fight or arguement you had. That my friend is not love, that called PLAYER(plays the game he/she doesn't take it seriously he/she just want to have a gf/bf because he feel out of place with his/her friends), player always has its games and if you treat this as a game, your relationship won't work out the way you wanted to. Sometimes you feel he/she doesn't love you anymore, think again, he/she will always does if you treat her/him that way. You feel alone everytime we both fight, come on, its part of the relationship you're having. Relationships has its ups and downs, sometimes you're below, sometimes you're on high, but you just have to deal with it, you have to face the facts and deny the lies. You can never deny a truth, you deny is like denying everything we've been through with him/her. If you love him/her you don't have to blame everything to yourselves you have to him/her know how you really feel about the situation. You have to hold on together and never let go. You have to pull each up and fight everything together. Don't blame yourselves because it makes the situation worse, you have to forgive yourselves then you can say sorry to each other. Sometimes you have to listen to some certain things. Look back at everything you've gone through and you'll realized he/she is always there for you no matter what happens. If he/she was not there every single problem you faced that means you are nothing but a failure of choosing the right person in your life.

I don't know why am i saying all this things.. Just read it again if you want to it doesn't matter to me. But if you know that you are really in trouble with your half(demands things,force you to give him/her something,blames you for everything and if he/she just want you know what) just break up with him/her its not worth wasting time with her/him if you feel that way. I'm not asking you to break-up with him/her immedately but think of all the thing you both gone through and you'll realized how much that person means to you..

F****** day!!

2006-12-19T14:11:00.000+08:00

My day is oficially DOOMED!!
I don't know lah..
It really gets me pisseed and anrgy and everything you can think of relating to anger when i see wanna be goth and emo on the loose
Man can they just be human..
EMO and GOTH hate pink colour and avril
And this wanna be loves PINK and LOVES THE SONGS OF AVRILL
can you save me from this world!!!
DUDEs...
PEACE OUT everyone!!!

Mr Jake's Song

2006-12-19T09:47:00.000+08:00

Aliiiiiiii Whooop Whooooop
After 4 days I'm updating...
Hahaha.. I'm crazy...
Mr Jake's song is singing in my head...
Its a nice song but he keeps on saying it sucks
The song is dedicated to someone very special to him lah...
Who else..??

LAST NIGHT
So stupid lah last night.i was watching tv with ah beng
stupid i turn into a black monkey..
We played HIDE and SEEK a lame game for 15 year olds
Man stupid lah... I was hiding somewhere while messaging CUPCAKE..
Stupid lah She msg at the wrong and i forgot to switch the phone into silent mode, Freak i was shock, hit my head on to something..
and when back downstairs
Just sat down and hold my BOOBOO
damn is painful..
Then just watch TV and eating potato chips.
We went crazy and wrestled each other.
He sat on my RIGHT WRIST which apperantly is broken and painful
then now.. I can't feel my right hand..
Typing with my left hand..
okay.. can't type anymore...

DEC 17
The BEST and WORST day of my life..
Me and Mr ah beng went orchard
we did bring anything except our handphones, wallet, money(of course) and his jacket..
Crazy we didn't bring any umbrella, anyway we don't bring umrellas even in school
And we were caught under the rain.. We were soaked to skin.. I'm wearing white some more.. stupid.. I wore his jacket because girls you know what I mean lah..
Then we are soaking wet. dripping wet. everyone was looking at us..
then we bought a billabog cap in no time and spend more just to cover our stupid faces.
we eat spicy food man its damn spicy i drank like 5 glass of water every spoonful feed.. VERY SPICY..
We when home at around 11:30 and bus was freezing inside really freezing.. and we were wet and the air-con is so freezing cool..

So many videos..

2006-12-15T23:05:00.000+08:00

I find that i'm postind videos alone...
anyway... Here's another one..
MISS MURDER by AFI

Dead me!!

2006-12-15T21:00:00.000+08:00

This is crazy..
I'm feeling very hot and everything..
And my cough became worse..
i'm having headache and everything..
I took my temp 36.8
Man.. I think I'm not human..
I'm from Saturn..

Okay the song keeps on singing in my head...
HOW TO SAVE A LIFE by THE FRAY
Step one you say we need to talk
He walks you say sit down it’s just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
And you begin to wonder why you came
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
Let him know that you know best
Cause after all you do know best
Try to slip past his defense
Without granting innocence
Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things you’ve told him all along
And pray to God he hears you
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
As he begins to raise his voice
You lower yours and grant him one last choice
Drive until you lose the road
Or break with the ones you’ve followed
He will do one of two things He will admit to everything
Or he’ll say he’s just not the same
And you’ll begin to wonder why you came
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

OLD VERSION OF THE FRAY...
The new version is blocked stupid lah...
This song rocks...

PLEASE SAVE MY LIFE.. ANYONE??

Man.. Same as this song...
FLOODED BRAIN..

Boring day..!!

2006-12-15T12:54:00.000+08:00

Man.. I'm bored..
I'm not online because i'm stonning...
XD
Okay just listening to music and surfing the net..
Man... here's some videos..

Phone Bill

2006-12-14T09:33:00.000+08:00

=(( I super sad...
I'm grounded for a month ='((
Buhuhuhu...

Just got my phone bill..
Dang.. I stonned on it..
DIGITS!!! cool DIGITS..
I like math but the paper made me dislike DIGITS...

Last month my phone bill was $30.85
Man!!!
This month $157.95 its BIG digits
Dang... I'm toasted!!
I did sleep..
DUDE..

I won't entertain MSGS this months
I won't call anyone.. An else i use my house phone
But its always DEAD..
So yeah... JUST MSG ME...
=(( But i will reply if its urgent or something important..
You MSG me if you want me to call..
I'll use the freaking HOME PHONE...
=(( I'm grounded..
Not from the computer.. But from the PHONE..
=(( BUHUHUHUHU..
Anyways just MSG if you need something...

The middle person

2006-12-13T15:20:00.000+08:00

This is so lame but yeah

updating my blog..

CUPcake

PANcake

I'm Brownies

DeAd sLeepY

2006-12-13T12:05:00.000+08:00

Man.. I'm updating my blog

Like shit.. MAN!!!

I'm so dead sleepy 2 days and my sleep was only 3 hours..

Crap...

Yesterday, just went online and everything..

Then AH BENG came so early lah..

Then we crapped..

Talk to PANcake for an hour over the phone..

Then called CUPcake.. She asked me to call her..

HAHAHA.. told me a BOOBOO event..

She dreamt of being a superhero.. hahaha..

Then i was over the phone with her..

and a friend just made the radio loud..

If you've been to my house you'll know how loud it was..

then crapped with CUPcake for more than an hour i think..

Not sure..

Then she eating MUSHROOM soup while talking to me..

Then she wanted to take a shower and we hang up..

then i entertained my friend here..

i left my status ONLINE

waited for CUPcake while entertaining my friend..

Then CUPcake took 1++ hour to bathe..

But nevermind i bathe as long as her *GRINS*

Then fetch back my friend to the stop..

When i came back CUPcake was still bathing...

Then my friend me.. COOL!!

Then when CUPcake was back.. we crapped..

Then COM was lagging so badly that i was fed up and switch it off..

Then ate dinner.. man..

Then watched TV.. call came in...

PANcake called and told some things..

Then 9++ pm i called CUPcake then we were crapping but I can't believe that almost half of it was a serious conversation.. "GOSH"

Then someone was calling me..

I didn't pick it up because i was talk to CUPcake..

Then the 666th call i picked it up..

and this person said "WHY DIDN'T PICK UP FROM THE PASS 2 HOURS?? OK, GOOD NIGHT NO MORE ENERGY TO TALK.. I'M DEAD SLEEPY."

then i said good night..

Then continued talking to CUPcake over the phone...

4 or 5 times we have to change the phone because my house phonessssss DIED on me..

Then i think it was the 3rd one then we said bye in case the phone will die anytime.

then she dared me to stay up and talk to her until 3am..

I was like "yeah, okay!"

Then it was 2:45 when the last call was on..

We promised not to use SINGLISH

then we hang up..

Then PANcake called on my phone

then i was like "i need to sleep!!" i said in my mind..

Then i just listen to him talking and talking..

Then i fell asleep while talking to him.

Sheeessshhh... He can talk alot...

Then 8 am we hang up..

Then i slept.. msg CUPcake before i go to sleep..

then 9:45 received a msg from a friend that he's coming over..

Then i was like "I NEED PEACE"

Then took a shower.. man..

DUDE i fell asleep while taking a shower... HAHAHA...

but i was still freshing up..

My brain was wide awake but my BODY was dead a sleep..

Then MY GUARDIAN even CALLED ME AN "OWL"

Man i have new name...

HIPPO GRACE BROWNIES OWL..

HAHAHA... so long nickname.. anyway..

ok.. i'll stop here..

need to entertain my friend..

BUT I HOPE I DON'T FALL ASLEEP WHILE HE'S TALKING..

Later!!! I'll update... XD